Thursday, January 14, 2010

27 weeks :: Taking Steps

Well, we've made it another week further. It's hard to believe it's already been 27 weeks and that we only have 10 weeks until delivery. That being said, it is still feeling like it's just dragging on and that April is never coming.
We did make a huge step yesterday though. JB leaves for training in 6 days and he needed to get the carseat out of storage so that I do not have to go and dig through after he is gone. So we have a carseat sitting in our room right now. I didn't think it would bother me but it kind of makes this all that much more of a relality. I kind of see it as us showing that we are getting our hopes up or something. I'm afraid to "get ready" to have this baby.... just like we did last time.... and then something happen at the last minute. I can't bear to leave the hospital empty handed and return home to a bunch of baby stuff.

JB seems to be doing okay even though he is leaving soon. He seems to be excited about training since he absolutely loves military life but you can tell he's so nervous leaving me while pregnant and of course not being here for delivery. But he doesn't say much about it. Other than he isn't upset about missing the c-section part of it all since he didn't handle a vaginal delivery very well. But I will be / am in good hands with family thankfully. So hopefully that eases his mind a little bit. But I still worry so much about him mentally being away and all of that without anyone to talk to.

Well off to spend some time with the in-laws and then SPALS support group tonight

1 comment:

  1. honey I know you haven't really enjoyed this pregnancy because of the fear, but baby, you have to realize that Rylee WILL be coming home with you, she will be born crying and screaming. how do I know this? I told you, I'm psychic LOL you guys are so so so much more prepared and under great medical care, so you know you have a lot going for you here. we're all anxiously waiting to hear from her, I swear, someone better do like a webcam thing while you're delivering because I just don't think I'll be able to stand the anticipation !! <3 you my favorite girls !!!